5th February 2006

Cigs: 3
Drinks: 0
Binges: 0

well its been a strange day. after feeling of having aged too much and dear friend's departure, lay around watching friends and crying at legally blonde 2 - yup, its official i need professional help.

went to pisspot out of sheer boredom. did some desultory line-reading. judith is half the play. oh dear. stupid guy smothered me with affection to make my dear friend jealous - and this si the second time he's pulled the exact same trick with a different girl as target, he only does it cos he knows they arent the kind of girls who would get jealous if he hit on some babe and it might bother them cos i am good friend. dont know what upsets me more, that he could be such a shit and do this or that i lap it up.