13th September 2005

Binges: 0
Cigs: 1
Drinks: 0

Well i nearly died today. for real. have decided therefore to grab ahold of life in both hands and lose the negativity. last night was a good beginning.

driving to work behind bus, at point where railway track crosses road bus stops to go under bridge, traffic backs up. anal me very perticular to keep 6ft distance always minimum if not at traffic light, so kept it. bus moves and entire roof carriage, metal sheet, railings and all, slides off and crashes to the ground one inch from bonnet. while i love my bubbles, even he cldnt have saved me from that, if i had been closer to the bus as one normally is in slow moving traffic, that sheet wld have sliced right thru the car - and me.

suddenly none of the other things that happened seem important.